I just don't have enough time. I get off work, go pick up Jesse and go home. Then I feed him some baby food, let him watch his Baby Can Read video (he loves it and it's only about 15 min. long), bathe him, give him a bottle and then he's off to bed. I feel like there is no time left to just be with him. There's not enough time to play and cuddle and listen to him babble.
As much as I want to be on the other side, it's all going too fast and it's getting too close to his surgery. I keep thinking only 9 more work days. Three more weekends. Eighteen sleeps. I just have an overwhelming need to spend as much time with Jesse as possible before his surgery and I'm not sure why. I hold him more, play with him more, and cuddle with him in the morning more than I ever have. I just can't seem to get enough of him. I just love that little guy so very much.
I wish with all my heart that I could stop time, if even for just a little while.
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